urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aaralyn_j aaralyn_j aaralyn_j 2007-01-14T14:14:44Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aaralyn_j:1201 2007-01-14T14:14:44Z 2007-01-14T14:14:44Z Well, my Grandma's doing as well as can be expected but I'm seriously feeling very messed up today. IT's not fair that my Grandma had a stroke and now has to learn to talk all over again. Oh well, who said life was fair, right? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aaralyn_j:809 2006-11-26T14:12:08Z 2006-11-26T14:12:08Z Now, my Grandma's in the hospital. She had a stroke. Grandma has always been like a second mom to me and now she can't even talk. I'm so scared for her right now. I prayed last night to let her be okay. But I'm not sure how much good it did. I know God is listening and he always answers your prayers, but I'm worried that this time, his answer is no. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aaralyn_j:737 2006-11-14T01:10:23Z 2006-11-26T14:09:37Z Ugh...I have no right to say that but that's how I feel. It's like everything is going wrong and everything is my fault. Why don't I just keep my mouth shut and never speak again. Maybe then I won't say anything to screw everything up. I hate myself so much right now.